Since yesterday, 18/10/2009, Sunday, i suddenly had a severe neck, shoulder, back pain. And i cried alot yesterday. Don't wish to say out this matter, cause i might cry again. I really sick of my insomnia. Just yesterday, i really had no choice but to eat sleeping pills. I wonder sometimes, why i have to come to this cruel world, that makes me suffer so much pain. Why wouldn't the god just take me away... I keep on thinking and think, crying again and again. How i wish i could be strong. I tried myself in several ways, but nothing seemed to be right. Yesterday, my mom told me something that i almost burst out of tears. She's sad. She haven't confirm that it's like what she said, she'll get hold of evidence. Looking at the way she console herself, my heart was like, being stabbed by a knife. Why must this tragic happened on me? I'm really .. hopeless ...
Since yesterday, 18/10/2009, Sunday, i suddenly had a severe neck, shoulder, back pain. And i cried alot yesterday. Don't wish to say out this matter, cause i might cry again. I really sick of my insomnia. Just yesterday, i really had no choice but to eat sleeping pills. I wonder sometimes, why i have to come to this cruel world, that makes me suffer so much pain. Why wouldn't the god just take me away... I keep on thinking and think, crying again and again. How i wish i could be strong. I tried myself in several ways, but nothing seemed to be right. Yesterday, my mom told me something that i almost burst out of tears. She's sad. She haven't confirm that it's like what she said, she'll get hold of evidence. Looking at the way she console herself, my heart was like, being stabbed by a knife. Why must this tragic happened on me? I'm really .. hopeless ...
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Hello earthlings! It's Eunice here! My chinese name is 谢智恩. I have a korean name which is 쟈지운, and a japanese name called あゆき[Ayuki]. I'm a big fan of KPOP. Loves mapling, blogging and alot more
that's related to computers. :O! I'm a careless girl who always make mistakes. I wish i can promote to ITE and get the desire courses that i want. And lastly,
tag me before you leave! Kamsahamnida!
Maple ign: ENENx3 / xBygones
Level: 154 / 52
Job: Bishop / Assasin
Guild: Naughtbabe
